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it’s been 10 days since my last log. life’s been a mix of busy and uneventful, so i guess i didn’t feel like writing. today, i finally started on eulora, the journal app i’ve been planning. it’s a small step, but it feels good to get moving on it. also tried running kokuro, an 82m tts model, on the jetson nano. result: painfully slow. one word took forever—definitely not viable, but worth testing. spent some time on the semeval task too. finished season 11 of the big bang theory—sheldon and amy’s wedding still managed to be entertaining for the third time.

hi. it’s strange how the things you thought were questions turn out to be answers you already knew, waiting in plain sight. you look back, and every detail quietly explains itself. there’s no need to force what’s right or overthink timing. if it was meant to be, it simply would be. all i want now is to be like a goldfish. ten seconds, and it’s gone. starting fresh doesn’t mean carrying it all with you. anyway, enough of this philosophy—back to something useful from tomo. bye.

it isn’t always about big efforts—it’s in the little things. like asking questions, replying when it matters, or just showing some attention. when someone doesn’t do those things, its prolly their choice to do so. and honestly, the hardest part is knowing when to stop. we end up overthinking every silence, doing all the work while they stay distant. but the more time we spend chasing that, the less we have left for the people who actually care about us.

is to get rich nothing else

hi. so, i learned something about timing. like, when you think you're being honest but you're really just saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. thought the end of the year was a good moment to get something off my chest shit af call. if there's any next time : maybe not every "clean slate" moment is the right one. some things need more thought, less impulse. new years are fragile. don't start them by breaking stuff. some things, though, stay the same—and maybe that’s not so bad. bye.

hi, spent the day with favorite movies and too much sleep. kept wondering if saying it is honesty or just shaking things up. maybe tomorrow knows better bye

ate well and spent most of the day deciding which movie to watch next, while sleeping intermittently bye

went bowling with the cse dudes and won. refactored the blog’s code and even added a guestbook, as if people are actually gonna show up. got this random idea for an apple watch app that uses whisper or something to note quick thoughts on the go. also thought about adding a stats panel in the blog for all that non-existent traffic. also randomly met my school friend in metro today small world bye.

hi. welcome to my new blog where i track my utter boredom. tried deploying this blog... failed because i messed up quotes in some env variable. it died. also tried running llava on a jetson but the jetpack version said nope. maybe tomorrow. TODOS: sleep time, blog time, screentime (maybe) & markdown support bye.